Monday, June 20, 2011

Frustration!

UGH! This (I apologize in advance) is going to be a rant post! I cannot help myself as I feel I am going mad! In less than three weeks I am having a surgery that I do not have the money to pay for as I had hoped!  Of course they will do a payment plan for the difference but I hate (absolutely, positively hate) to owe anyone money so this will eat at me until I do manage to pay it off!
I have just started receiving unemployment benefits but it is less than half of what I was getting when I was working and because it took so long to come the only thing I can use it for is my surgery.  Of course I barely start receiving payments and already had to meet with unemployment.  They are trying to make sure everyone gets jobs ASAP!  Yeah, where were they three months ago?!
Anyway, to add to my grief I now have a heart condition! I just found out (or at least it was just confirmed) by my cardiologist 3 days ago that I have Mitral Valve Prolapse (or MVP)! Yay me! At least it explains all the chest pains and palpitations and such but is not exactly comforting!
Oh and I think I am just about out of patience with writing for Triond.  What an utter waste of time! I keep writing and writing and I am barely making more than .50 a day! UGH!
Okay, time to breathe!

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